5.05.2010

1 year






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Little has been written about my work. I know this is supposed to be a blog where i could blabber the proverbial "everything under the sun" stuff. However, i feel that i must save some part of me from all these so-called self-parading, self-exposure process which i admit i am guilty of.

People would even ask me if i really feel passionate about my work since judging from how i look, id prolly be some newbie designer or a stylist from somewhere but thats the whole point. I love the fact that i am in this irony...of being a nurse and an observer i may call. Like im some fictional hero with his alter-ego . I smile in the fact that I am in this slight juxtaposition of enjoying the sand and the beach at the same time if you get the analogy. I would be so scared if i'm gonna be immersed in the abyss of what we call the fashion world. its a tough world out there and being confined in the hospital feels home for me. i somehow liked the job im in. Its not all about the smelling and tasting the vomit, the stentch, the blood and seeing death flicker in a split second, its also about seeing how love and connection works between people.

Surprisingly its my anniversary of being a nurse. i can hear DESTINY'S Child- Survivor in the background haha. I am glad i dint give in to "quitting" during the first 5 months where Id always cry after work because of extreme pressure and exhaustion.

I could never say what my future holds, for i dont usually fathom its complexity, im just here and i just enjoy. I call in sick to attend parties and go to work tipsy(not everytime) . Id blog about the fun stuff ,meet people then work for 8 hours again in the hospital. Thats how my life is pretty much going on right now and its fine.actually for me its grand.

I JUSt never thought id get this far haha. and mind you, i havent harmed a single patient since i got in, knowing that i am quite careless at times. yah.. Thats all.